I want to find love like Carl and Ellie have in the movie "Up". I think it is what every person actually dreams of. I believe that we are all in search of that person that helps to make us feel complete - whole. While I am constantly trying to come to terms with the fact that I may never find that one special someone - I never actually stop hoping that it is in the cards for me. I try to convince myself that I don't need another person in order to feel fully happy - but I am in essence lying to myself. I think that human beings are inherently social by nature and therefore cannot REALLY be satisfied with life if they are on their own. I do enjoy my own company - in fact I crave it at times, but overall I am a happier, easier person to be with when I feel wanted, needed and loved. 

This brings me to my present predicament...I AM alone - I don't have anybody in my life - and I am lonely. There...I said it. I AM LONELY. And I want to stop feeling lonely. I want the stars to align so that I can find the man I am supposed to be with and we can start our lives together. I want the world to show me that everyone can find true love, if they are patient...I want a soulmate who cares when I am feeling down and rejoices when I am feeling happy. I want someone to grow old with - someone that I can talk to and laugh with for hours on end, or sit and say nothing at all but still be blissfully content. I want to find my lobster....

Kx